JOM #11

“LIFE JOURNAL OF ME, FROM NOW UNTIL I AM DEAD #11”
6:26 pm, Tuesday evening on 6 October, 2009,
I now open up this blog:


WLL GINA, I BELIEVE I TOLD U AND EVERYBODY ELSE THAT THE STOCK FREAKING MARKET WOULD FLY UP 2 THE STARS THIS WEEK, IT IS ONLY TUESDSAY, AND IT IS ALREADY UP A QUARTER OF A THOUSAND POINTS ON THE WEEK, BRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! J-U-S-T---A-S---I---P-R-E-D-I-C-T-E-D!!!!!!

Howe did I base this prediction on some hopefully R wondering about, dear diary, but then, I am most likely fooling myself and feeding into my own delusions, as in reality, I kind of think that the Rhett Butler Syndrome kicks in here, and that frankly no body could really give two shirts. Well, starting with Friday, the property damage parallel event is one huge factor that I have used 2 measure the parallel event now 4 nearly a full quarter of a century, that when my life is DOWN and DARK, the DOW and the MARKETS R way UP and HIGH, and natch, vice versa. Then Sunday, a driver at work that never bothers me at that exact middle shift, messed with me, and caused me a major roulette systems failure. Between this, and the overall attack 4 weeks and weeks now, all 3 of these kings/things that were all part of a super negative piece of (COSMIC ENERGY) 4 lack of any better way of saying the truth here, struck like a fierce and powerful bolt of lightning, right through my skull and soul. B-O-O-M!!!!!!!! On top of this, and 4 some time now, the PC that has nothing 2 do with political correctness, personal computers, or one of Julia White’s identities in this dimension of reality, has been basically switched 2 the OFF mode. It has been drastically cut as if by magic, and it is not me just getting old. I have watched this way 2 long. When I am at my ugliest times, unshaven for days, and just really drop-dead ugly, this is when it used 2 kick in the most, because it is not based on my physical appearance, it is a totally SUPERNATURAL FREAKING EVENT AND SITUATION, that really cannot B explained other than saying as with many things in my life, it simply exists 4 whatever the reasons, as a POWERFUL FREAKING PARALLEL EVENT in my messed up screwed up miserable dismal life, and 2 hell with the German kessle drums AQ tune!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Long story short, I did not lie last night 2 attempt 2 effect the markets, I really did make back a lot of units on my roulette system, and on tip of that, in real live play in a casino, I’d never allow myself 2 get sucked into just staying there hour after hour, on a major losing streak and just drop hundreds of previously hard freaking earned units, Donna Workhard. Like her waitress friend of the early middle nineteen-eighties, I work very hard and go through hell 2 get what tiny money I get, and it just all goes 2 live and pay bills and not one other thing anyway, so I can surely relate 2 that tired hard working waitress friend of yours, DS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But UR more interested in whether or not I came back in time with a computer program and a computer and attached it 2 my keyboards, RU not? Well, once and 4 all dear-diary, and any other follow-alongs that may or may not also B here with me, we R gonna straighten out in an abridged fashion right here and right now, LAVB of the L&O-TV show, this entire issue of physical 4th dimensional travel, and how I may or may not fit into this equation, despite references made 2 it from the high and mighty Roddenberry ‘television family’. First and foremost, travel is always done as well as stationary existence, and it is not done in 3, and not in 4, but in all five dimensions. We all live and breath and move and have out total beingness in 5th dimensional hyperspace, (5DHS). I have kiddingly made comments on my blogging 4 more than 4 years now, about traveling backward and copyrighting songs, and establishing what I have personally termed and given the name, HISTORY MARKERS, as well as told U all how they R being intentionally removed by the LAMBRIGG CULTISTS as often as they can safely do this practice and simultaneously risk minimum exposure of what they R really doing and Y. I AM JOKING LADIES AND GENTLEMEN,M GET IT, HA-HA-HA AND YUK-YUK-YUK. What is being discussed is dead serious, so I may lighten it all up upon occasion by joking and kidding around, 4 example saying things like, I went back in time and copyrighted a song entitled such and such, and bleee, blah, blum. Once and 4 all, like all of U, I have struggled with the query in my mind of gee, wow, could it B possible, I mean just how can this or that B happening at this time, they had no way of knowing this or that until later, golly, they have 2B TT’s. As the pretty girl that advertised on the shampoo commercial decades ago would say, “WRONG”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It just is not the caser, but the ILLUSION, yes, is extremely powerful that makes us all wonder about it here and freaking there. Now I cannot give U the details that expose THEIR COPPERFIELD tricks and illusions and maya bags, but as 4 some of mine, I will, and I am quite sure that similarities between mine and theirs R not really all that shocking, if they could B totally known as fact. Remember one powerful thing if U ever want 2 know a tad more than the rest of the general public regarding things of the so-called unexplained or very mysterious and bizarre, and that is this. They have a basic trick, that is always number 1. Number 2 then is even simpler, they go with what works and use repeats. Copy success, is another name given 2 this principle in a very famous book of the past century written by Napoli an Hill, called, “Think and Grow Rich”. OK, so they have a cool Vegas act, it is veiled in super secrecy, it works. It fools the masses, and it is based on a smoke and mirror effect, or has this effect over mere mortals, might B an improved way of my saying this. If U had one trick that was major, and only U had this trick, and U were smart enough 2 shut the truck up about it 4 the rest of your life, not trusting your closest family or friends, the ultimate mistake in every case by the way, U would come 2 know the power of these words that I speak tonight on a very personal level, and quite quickly, BRO!!!!!!! They all R tricks, and no magician from Houdini 2 the present great Vegas boys ever have denied this. Just how easy can our frail senses B tricked? Well, one way 2C how frail our minds, yours, mine, the dude down the street’s, some top Hollywood person or top sports figure, or top political power train, anybody, Einstein himself, indeed really R, is 2 do this simple test, and this is what I ask U2 perform, silently, not aloud, U can do it now in front of a crowd of peeps and no one will know UR doing it. Take any 2 syllable word that U wish 2 choose, there R literally many millions of them, bedroom, sofa, tick-tock, bellhop, etcetera. Now repeat this word in your mind over and over, and then whenever U decide 2 do it, start reversing the syllable accent in your mind while continuing 2 repeat the word over and over, changing back and forth the way the word sounds out. The more brain skills and concentration U can work on, the larger the word can later B, that is 2 say, try expanding later on 2 3 and 4 syllable words, and C if U cannot move the word around in your mind. This word is not moving, UR rearranging your own personal concentration of how UR sounding out the word. This is not magic, this proves that tricks connect the mind 2 the senses, and all great magicians know this, and know also how 2 use this 23 make them appear as great magicians. If U really wanna blow your mind and C how easy we all can induce a real trance and C what is not there, or perceive what is not happening so 2 speak, or is it; with no usage of any drugs or hypnosis or any kind of stimulus that could B attributing 2 cause this sense-to-mind interference, then try this. U need 2 have an above the head attachment, whether it is a blade from a strong ceiling fan, or just place a strong rod like a long curtain rod that is strong enough, and hang it out from the top of a door and close the door until it catches, and then place a string, strong string, or use a lot of connected rubber bands, but bring it down so that U can attach a bicycle wheel, and get an old bicycle and remove a wheel.; Now just loop the end of the string or series of rubber bands to any part of the wheel and tie it tight, and then take the wheel and as U would an old style alarm clock of 50 years ago, wind up the wheel 4 about 5 minutes or 10 minutes if U have that much patience. Now sit in a chair where U can face this wheel at just under eye level a bit so Ur looking up at it but basically UR looking straight ahead at it. As U watch this wheel turning around and around, after about 2 minutes, begin believing that is spinning in the opposite direction, and do not wait 4 it 2 really B spinning in the opposite direction which if UR hooking up this experiment the way I am telling U2, it will. The mind’s eye as it is referred 2, will indeed, once U start believing that the wheel is spinning the way it really is not, will suddenly agree with your forced perception of it. U need not B some great psychic 2 pull this off, it is a simple trick that magicians use the power of, 2 work many of their marvelous acts on an unsuspecting public audience. This is being told 4 a reason, and I am not revealing magician secrets here, they will not mind in the least, as they r all honest people that admit straight out in the open that it is all elaborate series of TRICKS, only supernatural power is MAGICAL, or is it, but that is 4 a later time as well. This is not a way 2 induce trance nor is it a secret way 4U2 increase your 6th sensory psychic abilities that lie dormant inside of most of waking walking humanity. All this experiment described in today’s blog will do, is show U that Mountainpen can prove 2U just how frail your human waking mind really is, any of us, no exceptions, and how totally vulnerable we all R to powerful illusions and forced perceptions going on all around us all. I could give U literally 100 other way 2 cool things, and I will give U one more. Visual projection can B dangerous, do not use it with evil intent unless this evil matches a really horrific deed done 2U, and even then, I never am recommending harming anyone even with covert sciences, all though our black-ops agencies do not feel that benevolent towards us, let me assure U. In a room that faces a brick wall outside, a classroom is the best, but many various places that U will B at over time, will most likely provide U with an opportunity 2 try this. Stare gently and continuously at an electrical receptacle, or any thing on your wall that is relatively small and does not resemble the rest of the room and is not made up of some major complex series of designs such as a complex art painting. Now after U have done this 4 at least 3 or 4 minutes, look instantly out your window and onto a brick wall at a small distance away. Almost immediately, the electrical receptacle will appear on the wall, enlarged, but precisely the way it exists back in the room where U were staring at it from. If U were 2 stare at this 4 an extended time such as 10-15 minutes, the image would remain on the brick wall much longer, and while that image is there, U can begin 2 think anything U want, and it will transfer from the normal 6th dimensional source where all thought is coming from, into U and then bounce back 2 its source, only it will not bounce back, as UR projecting visual thought imagery, and even enlarging it. If U were 2C an enemy laying dead in as field all bloody, the kerlian energy of this thought wave equivalent will bounce onto the image on the wall. Only a few powerful top psychics that R not phony can C it, but whether it is seen or not, once it is let loose, some negative or harm will indeed befall that enemy. This secret is really one of those non-bloggable crossings in the sand line, and I may get some heat 4 positing this ultra wizardry knowledge up 4 the public. Still, I need 2 make some powerful points in laying my foundations 4 what I now am about 2 go on and talk more about, BRAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know things that u will not find in any book, not the black brotherhood magic secrets, not the high priestess Wiccans most guarded, not the Rosicrucian top order hidden files, nowhere, and I know because I travel in my dreams, totally aware of what I am doing, and have the motive and goal 2 bring back here into my waking life, what I interact with as a reccesant-exploratron. I would not even attempt 2 become a dominant-exploratron and interfere with anyone’s life in other places in the hyperspace, but if I was a real jerk weed and wanted 2, and had no shame or conscience, as Paula White 4 example, I not only could effect very localized HS, but as some of the more brainiac clubbers out here have most likely figured out or at least wondered about by now, then this being so close, would have its effects in one way or another, back here when and where I open up my eyes. This is that ultimate attempt that was previously blog-discussed, 2 tell David Roth what really can B done, over in the Warren Grove Pine forests of New Jersey and back in the middle nineties. Even a man who saw me walk on water, wanted nothing 2 do with messing around with that, BRR!!!!!!!!!!!! This is what the mighty Sarah/Paula and family, have been doing 2 me for nearly 55 years now. This gets real sticky and I know I have said way 2 freaking much, but I am tired of being screwed with just so this evil economy can forever gain. I am tired of this stinking game of the gods, salvation, or whatever they choose 2 call this utter stupidity.

So many persons that believe they have awakened while really still asleep, as the recurring nightmares I had in that horrific Oaklyn, NJUSASESMWG apartment of running 4 the light and every time I get 2 it, the darn thing will not go on, only then 2 realize, oh shirt, I still did not get out of this nightmare, I am not awake yet, so I wake up again, or think I do, and this used 2 go on and on while the freaking Jagoff gods were in the Astral Heavens raucously laughing at pathetic teenager Mountainpen.

It amazes me how so many powerful; people out here R only wishing they could B in my circumstances, even writing fictional stories like Patterson, oh sure, he loves the money, but he also loves the stuff, and only wishes that he could B a real life character in his own work. I could cry 4 humanity. This is all so real, and none of U have clue number decimal point one of any of it. On top of that, U live your normal average lives, within parameters, not 2 say U do not have tragedies and even some way out experiences, but nothing like me. Then there R my own flesh and blood, a non-bloggable as far as details. The Egg Harbor mystery was solved after decades of going through hell with that recurring interaction experience exploratronically inscrolling schools-institutes. It is all blogged way B4 the games-expert and maintenance man with the rock and fire and scissors game. Now, take this, take songs like MY PANDORA, take others, and tell me how I cannot buy into TT? Wanna hear how, cause if U do, I’ll tell U?B4I do, UR going through the same thing I did with Rosalie at National Park, U know who UR that I am speaking 2. Even then, I wanted out of this nonsense, and was not looking 2B inside some wild hyperspace ride with or without the Taptronic Press of Wildwood, Travelers, New Jersey. U all ready R inside the most incredible thing U can ever imagine, and someday when U wanna really know what it’s all about, ask your mom, she knows only 2 well. She knows that all I want is 2 live a normal life and get away from all of this 4 a few short years. I exist forever on the Astral Plane, and came here on vacation, this is one hell of a way 2 spend a freaking vacation, and I 4 one am not looking 4 even wilder rides in the freaking fifth dimension, or any of Marilyn’s long hair 2 dangle down around me. I am a person that would give my entire blood volume 2 anyone that can get me out of all of this and send me through a magic door and back into a world of some kind of average normalcy, but 2 do that, someone else would have 2 take this cup from my Gethsemane Garden, and take on the Huntington Curse that cuz Don insists on calling the Mason-Curse, and the Mason line has as much 2 do with this as a dead flower rotting away in a sewer pipe, BRO!!!!!! This would play second fiddle 2 getting a non-existor 2 trade places with me, the only known way 2 reach Nirvana, or total oblivion, or becoming endlessly oblivious 2 any possible interaction in either void, astrallity, or the hyperspace. Still, I always knew that the Mason cousins were somehow involved as they R so close-in 2 the direct family that traces right back with as few in law skips as any other line on Planet Earth, 2 Mary Stuart, Queen of Scotland. What no one knows is Y the 2 Queens were battling so much back in the 12 eighties, baby. Many rumors circulated and historians know that history is subject 2 Collins Family Tampering Syndrome or CFTS as I have referred 2 this as, but in truth, and all that aside, here is what really is wrong, Copyright Examiners of 1984. My left and right side have nothing 2 do with a stereophonic recording or some agency hacking into it, screwing up one side, through radio frequency covert illegal transmissions. What it is all about is the arc of the circle. Circles or closed curves or lawtronic completions as World Lab calls them in 260 years, give or take a year or so, have 360 degrees, or just less than 1.3 times ten to the sixth power of seconds, a miniscule angular geometric measurement of a closed curve. Normally, even sea mariners measure longitude and latitude in degrees and minutes, and do not take it down 60 times smaller into the angular seconds. Still, I use the angular seconds, and a closed curve indeed does consist of just under 1.3TTTT 6thP SEC. So roughly 650K seconds R left arc and 650K seconds or KS, R indeed right arc. Each left or right is a arcular hemisphere as World Labbers term it. Some scientists may use it in this time period. Not including any new age super conductor magic and powerful hush-hush technologies well hidden away by the US Patent Office until we expend every drop of oil on the planet, but using accepted methodologies, if U drop the hand of a clock or anything else from the top or the 12 o’clock position, it will quickly fall down 2 the 6 o’clock position, and then pass it a little, swing back and forth and then come 2 rest at a full stop at 6:00 forever and ever, until and unless some other force comes and acts upon this. This is the way it works in any area where gravitation is present. If no force other than the one that drops the hand down ever presents itself, the dark hellish left side of the arc traps U forever in the inability of ever coming full circle. There is way more 2 this, including a series of recurring horrendous nightmares that I also had along with those where the light would never go on and I was unable 2 ‘really’ awaken, and so they could continue my perceptive hell of darkness as long as they could keep me in that dreaming cycle exploratronically. All of humanity while not in the astral heavens has a natural built in fear of darkness and stillness. This is simply because in the void, we exist and perceive darkness and stillness, nothing more, not endlessly, it just exists this way Sysco Roddenberry, as U all well know, and heard me dictating my pre-Permission Barrier Book called, THE EXISTORS, with that ‘bug’ in my ha-ha-who-rug. Eventually a collective lawtronic dream-out always gets around 2 happening, as given forever, all things must eventually happen, that is the super abridged version of how closed curve infinities lay endlessly inside of each other under the 6th and the 7th dimensions that later go onto create the 5th dimensional hyperspace. Still the void is really where all of us R no matter how many dreams we go int and how many ;lights’ we manage 2 turn on, or ‘think’ we R turning on. The uncreation and the upline and all of this is just 2 mind boggling 4 mortal man and mind 2 tackle, and this is Y my great ancestor usually spoke in parables, and always 2 anyone who was outside of his direct circle of friends, and even they had no clue at all about any of this. Y Stacey has burdened me with all of this information, is something that only my great Teen-Queen can answer, and when ever I ask her on Viqueens Island, she giggles at me and reminds me that this is all part of a meaningless dream that I go into once in a while. In truth and spirit, I know she is absolutely telling me a correct and honest thing here, but my flesh weakens and I get angry in my day 2 day struggles, so sue me Pope Benedict XVl. Your EM, UM, I’M not at the Marhouse any longer, I am down on 13th Street. If Sarah-Stacey Jehovah Krassle can joke around with her THAT-BOY, then I can joke around back!!!!!!

Now when I was younger and thought I was writing some of those extremely outlandish song lyrics, it was an advanced exploratron from here or even further ahead in the linear illusion of events in another localized part of the hyperspace, that influenced me 2 write these things. Still, how does phase 4 Astral Entity Dream-downers fit into that mighty and weird equation some may B wondering right about now, BRO? Remember that a phase-4 entity is no different than other phase-2 Astral Dream-Downers, other than they attempt 2 enter phase-3 human waking life dreams as something that causes LAWTRONICS 2 stop them, and change them from an otherwise born baby into the imagination or fantasy of an already existing human entity. When we come into hyperspace, B it us, or phase-4 characters that authors like Patterson think that THEY PERSONALLY R creating, only they R merely being used by a phase-4 entity so that they can find existence here in a lawtronically accepted way, either way, no entity enters just one place, they enter all throughout various universes in the unfathomably large hyperspace. This is Y when a man’s sperm creates the next generation, billions of little maybe-entities do not make it in each universe, and only the ones that atomically match out 4 their universe, will enter their universe. This is Y my daughter Pee Junior who just turned eleven back last 29th, a week ago, is not here, but where she lives, I was shot by a large African American State Trooper. I did something not bloggable if it was here, but since I did not so it here, I can tell U all the story. I was basically blackmailing the state government. I had taken secret photographs of a previous governor and a same gender friend near a jetty at a New Jersey seashore resort, and only a few top State Police were even allowed 2 ever know about any of this. I said if they would help me get 2 the bottom of who is messing with me, I would surrender the photos and other information. I was 2 meet some of the people at a spot where I never should have, it was very dumb on my part, and ?I got shot in the back 4 resisting arrest, and my daughter a while later on tried 2 break into the officer’s home and shoot him, and was caught and is now at the Harborfields Detention Center in Egg Harbor, New Jersey. Thus is YI warn people that if U do not understand hyperspace and think that this is all a bunch of nonsensical science fiction, U need 2 totally stay away from all of it. U have no clue what effects hyperspace can indeed have on human life, individually as well as collectively, and when dreaming becomes totally understood later B4 the end of this century, I cannot legally blog how close humanity here in this dimension comes 2 total extinction, until it wises up and permit’s the men and women of science 2 control and govern a society this advanced and knowledgeable about such incredibly powerful truths. There is a lot I could go on saying, but I know when 2 shut up, BRO!!!!!!

Chemtrails were nasty this morning around this area in Atlantic County, here in NJUSAESMWG. These filth bags woke me up as a result with a real nasty freaking sore throat and a stuffy nose, violating my civil and human freaking rights. Yesterday afternoon, there was a very low 2 crash level CIA/NSA/MILITUFORCE airplane dive bombing the house here on 13th And Freddyelm Streets. Google up CONTRAILS/CHEMTRAILS. Learn all about it. Join conspiracy theory groups and UFO clubs, there is some truth 2 all of their wild stuff, naturally, MORIANITY does indeed claim 2 know the entire thing that is going on. I can even prove it 2 anyone who ever desires this. I can blow your mind from here 2 the other side of the fires of endless hell. I all ready showed Phillies managers this and they all said, forget it buddy, and ignored me. Someday, some one, just maybe, will say,. Y not give this lack off a chance, what really can I lose, after-all, he doesn’t even want my money. Then, this world will B forever changed, and things just might get better. If that ain’t in the cards, well, then that ain’t in the freaking cards, world, but I sure tried!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

END OF THIS BLOG 4 RIGHT NOW, BRO: